Exams started today.. Anyhow did both english papers. blahblahblah
After school went to play bowling it was alot of fun and it was super cold in the bowling alley..
Went to ws library to do some maths ws then headed home.

Today's not the same
As every day
It's far from ordinary
The pain i endure
You turn away
From all those things
That i've been trying to say
I searched my soul
And all these feelings
That i can't control
And you're the one thing
That can make me whole


Should I keep it to myself?
Should I let go?
I know I can wait. But am i actually waiting for anything?
I think I fell at the wrong time.
But I already fell.

Tomo is exams people!!! Time to stop playing around and time to focus on studying. Nah dont want!! hehe

School super boring today.. Did this proposal writing test thing during english period and we were like given 20 mins to write the whole thing. Impossible! so many points

During PE played badminton three words, I LOVE SMASHING. If you dont know what smashing means. Its like a spike in volleyball but u are using a racket to hit the shuttlecock. haha mus got pwned in badminton today xP

Recess only 1 period coz got the streaming talk thing which didnt actually gave us that much info abt streaming. Well sat quite near to somebody. Somebody else had to extra though.. damn wasted.

Back to class went thru hist and went for homec where we baked carrot cake. Zhi xian, javen and me kept playing though we keep trying to do the levitation magic trick. Its an illusion in which it makes you appear like ur levitating lol. damn funny and pathetic sia laughed like hell.

The carrot cake turned out nice.. As the last 2 periods went on which was lit as usual it was boring.. but actually finally managed to talked to somebody but had to go toilet first thats right "go"

After school played 2 rounds of bowling. Super fun sia. Won the first round but sucked at the 2nd round.. dunno why.. After that everyone decided to go home alr so just went home

Everytime we meet
I only can greet
Everytime you smile at me
I only can smile back to you.
I'm so frustrated of myself
Yet can't do anything about it
Coz unluckily its just me.
Why am I shy?
I don't know why
I hope it has a cure
So i would not WASTE anything.
Now i'm tasting guilt.
Should've been better
Every letter in every word i can think of
Just can't come out my mouth.
Hope people could understand.
Its just the way I am.

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-Chemistry kept getting scolded by teacher coz of talking to people. I do nothing also she scold me.zz
-English boring mr cohen just made us do newspaper reflection which he checking tomo -.-
-Recess nothing much.
-Maths got back test paper got very low marks lol.. confirm exam die
-Lit just slacked until bell rung..
-Before maths remedial saw c at the hall.
-At maths remedial as usual, did this wrksht. Jing xiang kept gaving me that horny look mocking me abt smth. HAHA and kept making fun of the __ musical lol. After remedial quek forced me astay back to do this two qns.. Damien and mus helped me tho hehe..
-After school went bowling with syed,lina glenn and mus even tho mus didnt play. Glenn won 90 points i 84 lina 61 and syed 54 points.. Offgame hehe..
-Went to mac after that to see c saw her and actually gotten to spend time with her.. altho it was a COMPLETE DISASTER for me.. i blew it up like seriously..hais. wasted so much for good impressions. At least got to spend time with her abit and this was the first time :)
-Was like emo on the way to hang out under one block then decided to go central to buy some bubble tea with the same people..
-Went home thinking what went wrong..

Some lyrics..

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive
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hahas well today school was boring as usual. Mid-year exams coming next week zzz have to study but lazy to.. So today have this art test that noone of us actually knew. The teacher told us about the test last week but we all forgot. Its kinda easya s you just need to write stuff about two pictures lol.
After school went to play abit of soccer but then so hot so we went to ehub to have a drink.. Went back to school to watch the soccer match between the sec 5s and the sec 3s watched the whole match and the score was 9-2 well thas what i heard they say.. Also saw c when watching the game. She msged me saying she at ws then moments later she at school haha. i wish i wasnt so shy la.. well anyways funny sia mus, jing xiang, lina, and me keep making fun of somebody's nvm haha solid siol! damn funny la HAHAHAHA well then thats about how the day went.. xD


I can wait forever.

Another day goes by.. Feelings grow but its just..

- Chemistry paper just passed :P
- Our group managed to hand up the English assignment in time and it was kinda lucky hehe
- MT slacked like hell
- Was smsing someone the whole day.
- After reces had assembly where they showed a presentation about a trip to new zealand and stuff about international friendship day.
- I didn't even know it was International Friendship Day -.-
- Maths did assignments in class quite fun actually.. :)
- Literature period managed to pass up lit project too!!
- Afternoon program still the usual zz..
- Walked around after school then started playing soccer with some sec 3 people + classmates.
- Also played volleyball with classmates.
- Walked to near my house basketball court to play some hoops with Glenn.
- So damn bored so posting xDDDD
- By the way kept msging chotiga lol and i also know who she is alr.
- Stop reading coz there's nothing else! =]

Quite fun today.

Went out to do the english homework with my group members. Followed Syed,Mus and Raihan go eat kfc then did the english at the library.. So cold there sia while outside its blistering hot. so nice have a nap in the library lor! -.= After that went near the bball court to play soccer then that was when Rian finally appeared. didn't play that long cause it was so fcuking hot. So just played bball with these two dudes which ended when a gang of ah bengs go and extra stop our game zz.. After that bought bubble tea then only me and Rian left. Met Lina and Pearlyn and played vball with them.hehe we lost sia but its damn fun xD By then so tired alr.. So scared that parents would scold me coz its like so late alr but yet still went to ws to see and kinda meet c haha.. After that then went home to find out nobody at home so then decided to post.

Joshua..
is challenged
is hopeless
at least not obssesed
while taking all of it in
Doesnt know if he has to just give up.
A friend.

Today so tired.. at school people made fun of the geog lesson everytime ms nur said beach people would go say bitch. -.- lame sia and at IT got punished and made me sit in front zz for talking like there are more people talking louder..well anyways after school played soccer, soccer and more soccer..


At soccer glenn score his 2nd goal! hahaha then rian became damn angry coz i accidentally hit his face so he started ramming the ball anywhere anyways that game so tiring.. We were supposed to go bowling but the bowling alley got event until 5 pm.. was walking everywhere from downtown to bball court to school to bball court to central to underone block then go home.. wth


Now then damn bored thats why im posting this.. so many things happened today but lazy write all of them xD somemore my legs are killing me!!


guess as time passes.. it seems harder.

A dream. nothing more.

Easter coming haha :) Anyways, today did some cool chemistry experiments. what limewater and hydrochloric acid. PE played soccer. played slack haha.. Maths quite boring again.. never gave raihan bday bash :( hais.. have to wait till next year. Watch out! After school played some soccer and went home.. Played bball at night. Thats about all..

Yo. The usual boring saturday.. Chatted with raihan and glenn about maths tuition. Woah our maths so lousy need tuition leh.. Nothing much the whole day.. Rian call me to play soccer but then i sleeping then when I call him he sleeping. zzz in the end I just played basketball. Met my last time opponent of my team. last year game one. So I was like those dudes look familiar. So played with them and win. After that rush to buy ice blend with rian and played soccer with him and his small brother. After that went home to write this.. Waiting

Woah. Wake up today damn lazy go school.. feel like sleeping somemore.. Well eventually went school. boring siol.. friday timetable sucks to the core man. well after surviving the boring day.. Suppose to have soccer match but the sec 3 also book the field -.- so have to wait for them finish to play.Damn frustrated sia.. Wait like 2 hours then only play 30 mins. WTH we also book right? hais nvm la.. at least still win 4-1. Lol. played some volleyball with lina, syed, mus, raihan and ellysa.. And still wearing soccer boots that time. Hard to balance sia.. then got maths homework. sian la! well nothing else to write alr..Bye.



WEEEEEEEEEEE!~~~

Geog test today hard sia. I think I get my lowest geog marks for the year.sian -.- so maths period lols we all act childish and started throwing papers around.. haha one paper got stuck on someones hair. Well IT boring as usual.. lousy coms and NYAA reflection. lols nvm ipw got lost. in the end our class is only at 2e1.. however relocated it to 2e2. After school collected my old rotten soccer ball from Mr Raihan.. Then booked the field with raihan they all. Tomo we suppose to play but the sec 3 say they got match.. Dunno what will happen tomo la..zzz i really wanna play. :( After that played soccer wif the 2e4 dudes. scored the teams only goal messi magic siol! but everyone in our team played well. we couldve won if we continued the match. We had more possesion. ended 1-1. close! Not much after that so yea, thats my day..

Two days of freedom. Today cohen came. Tomo he's not coming.WOO. PE sucked. played soccer then mr seow switched the teams! the other team damn biased. Missed alot of chances.. Was so sweaty. disgusting..xP Woah soccer ball got confiscated sia.. Syed dribbled it at the corridor.hais two times confiscated. After school, stayed back to help lift tables from the art room to MPR 1.tiring sia. Then cca slack like hell play computer until it end..Well, thats all for today! XD