Damn handphone spoilt today.. it can't read the freaking memory card so went to simei sony ericsson service centre to get it fixed. They gave me a temporary phone until my phone fixed and the phone is utter bull crap. haha damn old one i dunno what model.. So yea now waiting for it to get fixed. They say by wednesday.. Need my handphone :(

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Wth was woken up by my mom then she say we going to eat breakfast at mcdonalds lol. So went to white sands with my entire family at like 8 am.. Still damn sleepy then. Went home aftwerwards and slacked at home the whole day. Went to pasir ris park to have a bbq with parents and their friends. I just went there to eat dinner and leave lol. Now posted this haha

Also today my crappy phone kept hanging and rebooting itself -.- damn annoying.

Kinda hate the holidays,
- Tons of homework.
- Need go back school for IPW
- Get rank for youth flying club
- Study and buck up alot
- Can't see somebody

Why can't the year just end? If only can fast forward. Why do they call it holidays if there is more work to do than normal school days. Isn't the holidays supposed to be only for relaxing? They call it holidays for what.. Should just call it punish at home studying month. I can nag forever but nvm.

Today was kinda nervous at the start of the day as cohen said he wanted to check my group's files.. Had this fire drill so the whole school like went down to the field to assemble there. After that went to the hall for some crappy talks.. Lol water safety with mr raj -.- When go back class cohen called our group to check my group's files.. In the end he only checked mustaqiim's one hahaha it was a lucky escape. Went to the hall for another talk about road safety. Sat quite close to somebody. Saw her alot of times today :) Got back report book and not happy with it.

Feel damn guilty and disappointed now. Cohen is right in my remarks.. i can do better with my overall results. its just that I slack too much. I wanna buck up alr. I disappointed my parents, teachers and myself too much alr.

Just showed my parents my report book and although my dad signed it and said nothing, can see that he is disappointed and my mom nagged like hell.. So yea. Time for the holidays to start.

i'll m.y

Cohen spoilt my mood at the beginning of the day. He go ask every file leader if anyone got problem so I just say no right then he ask You sure? Then i say ya. Then he say i dont believe you.WTF sia damn biased.. So tmr he checking my group files for the THIRD time. Some other groups havnt even checked once sia. Damn bloody hobbit. That ruined my mood for the whole day.

Well, geog we watched slumdog millionaire. Kinda amusing.. lol Jamal and Latika LOL. Chem teacher never come so played psp in class the whole time.

Recess, i was going to buy my drink then suddenly somebody go ask me buy help her buy water. Hahaha funny sia I was like caught in surprise..

After school went bowling. As usual, very fun.. Then went to slack alot and went home quite late alr..1 more day to holidays!

2 more days to june holidays.. Having mixed emotions over it haha. So today was kinda boring.. Just did some mindmap crap during english and had PE. After recess got a chance to see somebody but then got mocked by this person lol.. so that kinda spoiled the moment. Yep..wasted. D&T was kinda fun lol light ___ and m__d sorry xP.. After school tried to book the field but mr raj say cannot book cause got archery cca tmr and they have competition zz.. Went to syed's house to play xbox and suddenly somebody called me.. haha can hear them laugh like hell.. And i dunno i think got three different people who talked to me. I think. Eventually i lost the xbox game with mus.darn.. Went home after that and put pokemon on PSP rofl.. also got mario kart haha

Very fun today :D managed to book the field before the first period even started so what does that mean? GOT MATCH! haha. So usual boring day.. Saw my sa1 marks and i can tell you it sucks! i give you a hint got at least one F9. and wth my homec A1 lol loser sia me.. So yea maths quek chase me for 5a and 5b. Maths remedial sit directly where the aircon blow its wind. Damn shiok sia.. Just did some qns and didnt even try the newer ws.. Got released damn early then played the match..Before that saw somebody at the 2nd floor while i was in the field..heheh. In the end the match finished 12-6..Rian scored 5, I scored 4, Jing Xiang scored 1, Michael scored 1 and 1 own goal. Super fun sia.. But now damn exhausted.. Well gotta pay a price for that much fun. xD Tmr confirm legs and body will ache like hell.After that slowly went home. Now legs hurtng alot aww..man -.-

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
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Today just slacked at home all day..

I have no regrets

Was it love at first sight?
Everytime I see you,
The world stops well..


I msg you everyday
for the past few months
I have contact with you everyday
You are special to me.


I do not care what people think
Or what people say
Only want to hear your voice
Only want to see you


You made me fall for you..

So disappointed of my marks sia. Confirm parents will kill me and i would be banned from the com for the first time..nooo but i think i kinda deserve it. Everytime also slack slack play lazy. Always have fun first then do work. Right.. in the end have fun then dont do any work at all. Should really buck up for the next 2 terms. hmm.. Then what's the result of all of this? FAIL. Damn bloody disappointing..

Anyways, today school like damn slack did nothing. Lol sia the mt class. The teacher let us watch mulan hahahah damn old movie. No teacher came in class during assembly so went out and walked past one class and did the kiss sound thing.Hehe i think somebody heard it. :D Well mr quek gave his 2 periods to mr lim and he went through the physics paper with us. When class dismissed tried to go down the stairs with somebody but she and her friends went somewhere lol. After school played two rounds of bowling. Quite fun and saw my pri school best friend there. So yea, after that played soccer quite fun until when Glenn tried to take th ball and he fell into the drain and his leg bled.. Good that he is ok now :D Tired so decided to walk home..

One of these days. One post about you xD

Watched movies on the com for the whole morning on the com. First was 17 again then X-men origins Wolverine. In the afternoon followed my family to the tampines swimming complex as my brothers wanted to go swim. Didn't feel like swimming though so I just slacked there until my bros finish. They took so long to swim though they finished at almost 7 zz.. After that went to this sushi place near the swimming complex to eat sushi for dinner. Shiok sia eat 7 plates.. Damn full. After that went home to watch Manchester United vs Arsenal. It was a draw in the end 0-0. Then Manchester United celebrate as they won the premier league lol.. the trophy so shiny. Now damn tired. Bye

The fire burns
As life churns,
Time flies fast
Blink and you will miss a part of it
So keep your eyes open
As there are things yet to happen
Hold on tight,
Life's journey is a bumpy ride
It can be smooth in one minute
And rough in the next
So just be positive
And don't be negative
As life is too short to be sad all the time
So cheer up my friend,
Because sadness ain't a trend
It would just come and go
Enjoy life while you can
As you only have one chance
To live.
Eventually, to die.
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Got back some of the results for exams today and i can tell you it's not good.. Especially maths. Well after school played soccer and rushed to mac as glenn wanted the coke glass. And guess what it was pink. PiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiNK!! nice sia lol. Then went bowling where we played to rounds. Won the first round. The second round ah, SHOCKER! lina won. She won me and syed by 3 points. Haha theres always next time. btw mastered the curl shot alr xDD After that went block catching where rian was the catcher. Lol mus ended up getting lost but yet he found us again and again lol. After that went home alr so yea bye..

Marking day today so no school. No school like boring.. just stay at home slack and become bored to death. Well today went to meet friends and our meeting place was rian house at one of the rooms there a.k.a camel HQ rofl. Dumb siol some people play handphone game the whole afternoon -.= Wen to play 3 rounds of bowling afterwards.. Damn long sia take like 2 hours to finish all three games. One shot the ball curl then spare then i get standing ovation from the people from the next lane haha cool sia xD after that didnt know where to go alr so just hanged out under one block then went to this playground to slack somemore.. Headed home soon afterwards after following syed and rian go buy some bread stuff at central. Lol.. lazy elaborate but yea.. thats all xP

Today sucked like hell! Thought exam finish can enjoy the day alr. After officially the exam end, Alot of the guys in our class including me got scolded by that cohen as somebody reported our class playing the soccer ball in class. He say what later break smth or injure someone even though nothing was broken and nobody got injured zz find fault only. He went down asking us to do one reflection and he called my father saying what "Joshua brought soccer ball to school everyday and apparently he and his friends have been playing with it before exam and risking something to be broken and someone to get injured." WTF sia.. Then in the end also never get scolding from my dad. Hang sia..

LOL so nothing to do alr went to play bowling hehe i won. xD twice. after that Still dunno where to go ebveryone decide go rian house. FUNNY SIOL raihan go play the treadmill like one hamster then he do the moonwalk. AHAHHAA then we find out what rian does in nvm. haha then played soccer under his block for awhile but cant really focus cause suddenly have very bad headache. I think coz of the heat.. So that ended my day and went home to sleep xP. NOW ITS GONE! THE HEADACHE's GONE I TELL YOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Never see you much today xP darn.

YES! Eng paper tomo and its the last one. Todays maths paper quite tough to do especially the qn 4 totally blew it. Played bball in the rain just now and it was like damn cool last time only played soccer in the rain. After that this dumb fame ive been playing in my handphone right.. The thing go restart And i lost all my rare stuff zzzzz Walau play none stop the entire weekend then restart wtf sia. Slacked in ehub for quite awhile and went back to bball court to play soccer. Then we went to buy drink then when we come back got police talking to all the other people playing soccer.. wow. Went to ws after that then went home.


I'd come for you.

FUCKED UP.

MAN!! that suicune pokemon so hard to find -.- sorry.. hehe today feel so tired.. must be the lack of sleep i've been having the past few days. WOO two more days exams finish alr yay! Well tomo is maths exam and i'm damn nervous about it will fail de. Well today needed to go to this ica building to go apply for my nric.. Didn't go there straight away as need print some documents so went there like in the afternoon alr. When reached there, needed to queue so long. After that wait like 30 mins. Super boring sia and it was damn bloody cold at that place.. Funny sia the woman ask me why my pic got mole. Then she look at my face like inspecting whether got mole zz. Turned out that the "mole" in my pic was just dirt.. So gave her another clean copy of the pic. Then took thumb print the ink was like so cold and the woman keep tapping my hand saying relax my thumb. Good thumb xD Well went home after that since rian didn't want follow me go somewhere.. Hehe i'm really gonna love after exam period. Can slack more. Btw, happy bday francis! :)

Science paper today was totally fcuked up.. The bio and physics all dunno how do somemore the physice dunno what critical angle they asking. FAIL =.= Dont want talk about it alr. Btw saw today's newspaper and that mas selamat dude got caught alr in JB rofl. Gone for 1 year plus only can reach JB pathetic sia. After the exams, thought not going to see somebody already but in the end still saw her when we all were going out of school. It rained like hell but still the guys want to play soccer. It was damn fking slippery almost fell twice sia. Lucky me. all the usual stuff again went to play bowling then went under one block to slack. All the other guys kept playing their handphone games haha i also played abit xP but its like so childish. Don't want say the game. Funny thing is that everyone lay down like the floor is one bed. So funny sia. After that, did'nt know what to do so went central food court to eat the super ice cold ice kachang. Woah..my gums were numb like fcuk after eating. In the end went home then this syed kept trying to get my sponge ball lmao. Thats all and you can leave now =]

Depressed.

Exams are halfway finished. Another week more and can slack for the june holidays alr xD. Although i'm also slacking right now. Did not study for the hist test rofl.. Only when reach school then able to study abit. Good thing today is got to talk to somebody. Its been days close to a week since last talked to her. SO that kinda made my day haha. School finished early and the guys wanted to play soccer so played yea.. damn hot sia at the bball court. Did not know went to go so went bowling again until get bankrupt.Syed got the name fireman sam and my name Joshuashua lol cool. At the last game.. I lost at the final shot. Man.. going to spare alr then it missed the pin by like millimetres.WTH rian won 124-116. wasted. If got that spare can win -.- well a defeat is a defeat. Tomo is maths exam so went to study in library and practise some maths.But it was damn noisy there there were alot of this upper sec people play music and talk aloud.zz cant concentrate. Damn anxious for tomo sia.. confirm fail. Everyone tired so decided go home. Well before going, they all bought noodles from ananas then the guy selling were like joking around with them the guy chinese then speak malay lol. Then raihan was like joking back. When reach home went to online and chat to somebody. But she go tuition so left with nth to do. Eventually just watched some tv and the time flew by. haha so now done extending this "freaking post" hope somebody is happy now. By the way i'm getting spammed XD HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Zzz really hope barcelona win later. Dont want see manu vs chelsea again in the champions league final zz. Barcelona win 5-0 hehe.




have to be strong..

Literature exam today and as usual, didn't know a crap about the conch bearer -.- so I was like writing crap for the fun of it. Sure F9 again for lit. Must pass sia.. The paper ended super early so can do alot of things even though we just slacked to play some "childish" handphone games. Don't want say what game haha. Waited for some friends who are ending their paper at 12. Slacked alot today.. in the end, ended up in the bowling alley playing 3 rounds of bowling. LOL sia in the last game me and raihan draw.. Went to the library to study history.. So yea, studied abit but not much so later still going to study. Rian got bored and he decided to go home then dunno why everyone follow so everyone went home when he went home. He captain in everything sia.. Wah. Our paper ended at 9.30 am and went home at 6 pm. How time flies when your having fun. Bored bored now and lazy to study.


Everyday i'm loving you more..

Had geog exams today. MT exams came first so went to school late. When I came in school right, sunny wong go scold me keep asking why i come late then ask me go general office.zz in the end went canteen as it was recess anyays then met friends there then dunno poor sunny go general office waiting for me i think.lame. So the geog paper was okok except for the last three qns. About meander, longshore drift and tombolo. Why the hell they name it t-o-m-b-o-l-o? After that paper can go home alr. But we played bowling afterwards. So fun..Thats all alr



I'm falling in love
But its falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
i..l..y.

Boring day. So decided to change blog skin.. Geog exams tomo and finished studying.hehe.. Hope get good marks for exams though. Nothing much today so not gonna post much.

My feelings are burning me inside. I really wish I have more patience cause its really killing me.

Changed blog skin xD